I’m free!! What a weird week this was. I lost my job, but I actually feel ok about it. I guess it really wasn’t working out for either side, but I’m feeling free now. I do have to heal and get better. I need a few weeks to figure things out. The funny thing is that the night before I was working out the math to make sure I could do it. It’s the Universe talking.
Words of the week:
- Trust: There’s a real trust issue that I have to overcome. I got burned severely here.
- Healing: I need to heal. It feels like I have been going from one relationship to another… so I need to take a break and heal.
- Meditation: I really have a problem with stress and responding to it. This environment has just been a trigger that has forced behaviors in me that I don’t like (and are not me). I have started to meditate, and so far it’s been a great calming environment. More to come, hopefully.
Number of the Week:
- 8: The number of months that I lasted there… I need to find a good environment for me.